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Shinee Profile :D
Ahad, 17 April 2011 @ 3:41 PG
SHINEE :D
a boy group that attracted me to be a kpop lover :D i'm bored, so yeah :p i'll give you the profile, so as the other such as SUJU and others :) enjoy.

SHINEE :)

ONEW 


Name : Lee Jinki
Stage Name : Onew
Position : Leader, Lead Vocalist 
My description : He's a really really good leader. he cares about his member more than he care for himself. his voice is . .  wow ! daebak :D unique, deep and beautiful voice. He's the leader anyway ;D his smile is amazing. no one can compare to his smile. .  i think :pp his fans are called ' MVP's '

JONGHYUN 


Name : Kim Jonghyun
Stage Name : Bling-bling Jonghyun
Position : Main vocalist
My description : he's really good-looking isn't he? ;p yeaaaah i know. BUT sorry to let you down but he has a girlfriend already ;D Shin Se Kyung is her name. pretty i must say :D my friends who's a fan of Jonghyun felt sad because of the relationship but they have to be happy as a true fan of Jonghyun. Am i right, blingers? :D
his voice is really good. like Michael Jackson ;D he was also called DINOSAUR because of his face, almost same like a dinosaur haha there's this ' Dinosaur Family ' with members of Himself, Donghae ( SuJu ) and Amber (f(x)). His fans are called ' Blingers '

KEY 

Name : Kim Kibum
Stage Name : Almighty Key
Position :  Vocalist, Rapper
My Description : HE'S A TRUE DIVA :D he's almighty and diva :) really. he can dance any girls group dance and that makes his fans and other call him ' Almighty Key '. some sources say that he nags a lot haha it's kinda true tho. if you watch ' Hello Baby Shinee ', it shows that he nags and he's like Shinee's Mom ;D he speaks what's in his mind. his fans are called ' Lockets '

MINHO 

Name : Choi Minho
Stage Name : Flaming Charisma Minho
Position : Rapper
My Description : why flaming charisma? when you look through his ' serious-face ' pictures or videos, look at his stare. scary? that's why they call him Flaming Charisma because of his charismatic stare ;) very good looking person yeah? haha i know. i fall for him before but after he changed ( matured, i guess ), i changed too :p i miss the old Minho, shy Minho :'( bogoshipo. His fans are called ' Flamers '

TAEMIN 

Name : Lee Taemin
Stage Name : Taemin
Position : Lead Dancer, Vocalist, Maknae
My Description : CUTE ISN'T HE?! :D I know haha but bear this in your mind, MINE MINE MINE :) he's the reason why i love Shinee in first place ;) us, fans, call him ' Taeminnie ' because he's cute :p that's his cute nick name but know what, Taeminnie doesn't want to be describe as pretty or cute. he wants like cool or handsome :) YOU ARE HANDSOME AND COOL , OPPA :D he's the maknae ( youngest ) in SHINee. his fans are called ' Taemints ' :)

KAMSAHAMNIDA, FOR READING :D

Sabtu, 16 April 2011 @ 11:56 PTG
annyeonghaseyo, amal imnida :D
mianhe, for not updating so much lately haha malas ;p been busy tho . . watching korean's videos :pp haha how are you, readers and . . stalkers? :p haters also :) how have you people been doing? fine? good to know. bad? cheer up and be better :D 

so yeah, lately, i've been making myself know ZE:A and TeenTop well but it's not freaking working xD i'm stuck on B2ST :D hyunseung, my bias, my prince jang ;D HE'S MINE. :PP ambil tah yang lain haha don't know 'em? let me introduce :)


B2ST / BEAST :)


Name: Yoon Doojoon
Birthday: July 4, 1989
Position: Leader, Rapper, Vocalist


Name: Jang Hyunseung
Birthday: September 3, 1989
Position: Lead Vocalist, Lead Dancer
P/S : MINE !! :)



Name: Yong Junhyung
Birthday: December 19, 1989
Position: Main Rapper



Name:Yang Yoseob
Birthday: January 5, 1990
Position: Main Vocalist
P/S : i think he's the cutest member in B2ST. people might think he's the maknae because of his aegyo overflowing :)



Name: Lee Kikwang (sometimes mentioned as AJ)
Birthday: March 30, 1990
Position: Lead Vocalist, Main Dancer



Name: Son Dongwoon
Birthday: June 6, 1991
Position: Vocalist, Rapper, Maknae


SHINee scenario :) it's fanmade. this is IF you are one of the SHINee's girlfriend :) i cried when i read this
Sabtu, 19 Mac 2011 @ 12:09 PG
(1) One evening, while you were strolling at the beach hand in hand happily with your SHINee boyfriend. Suddenly your nose bleeds, your head spins and without 
hesistation you fainted. (Your SHINee boyfriend didn’t know about your sickness) Your SHINee boyfriend.. 

Onew ; Yeobo! *Quickly carries you* Yeobo ah!! Hang in there! Don’t leave me yeobo! Please hang in there, hold on to me tightly!!
*rushes towards the nearest hospital*
Once he reaches the Hospital…..
“Someone please save my girlfriend!! Quick!! My girlfriend can’t leave me this way!! Hurry! Doctor!!

Jonghyun ; *he quickly wrapped you with his jacket away from the chill*
Jakiya? Can you hear me? What happened to you? Jakiya wake up! Wake up!! *he hugs you in his arms*
“SOMEONE call the ambulance right now! My girlfriend is in pain!! Hurry! Anyone!!”

Key ; Yeobo!! Yeobo!! Yeobo don’t leave me alone! I need you! Why didnt you tell me that you were sick all this while?
I’ll take good care of you after this. Hang in there! Don’t let it go! *calls the ambulance*

Minho ; *catches you before you fall to the ground* Dear? Can you hear me? Hold on there! I’ll now take you to the hospital! Hold on to me.
Shh.. don’t be afraid, I’m here for you. Remember, we will going through all the ups & the downs together?

Taemin ; *panics* Omo! Anyone hear me? Somebody go get for me an ambulance!! I need it now!! I neet it badly!! My girlfriend is really sick! Hurry!!
*he cries looking at your condition*
Hang in there, don’t go.. my life is nothing without you, jakiya! I love you soo much! Don’t leave me all alone!! please!

(2)You were still in the Hospital and still under observation. Your parents informed you that your SHINee Boyfriend already knows about your condition. 
Then you make a decision ; ” Omma, Appa.. I want a break up with my boyfriend. You got to listen to me! I don’t want them to see me suffering! I don’t want 
them to see me in this bad condition! I don’t want to ruin their future. Omma, Appa eventhought I love them, I have to let them go before its too late. 
Omma, Appa..I’m not going to live long so I want them to continue with their lives. They have a long way to go. Please, tell them this on behalf of me. 
Lastly, I don’t want to meet them at all. “ 
Then your parents told your SHINee boyfriend about it and he…

Onew ; What? She said that? Uncle, Aunt I can’t bare to let her go during this time which she needs me. Why is she so cruel? Why?
*kneels down & begs* Please don’t torture me this way, I want to meet her. Please, I really love her with all my heart. Believe me!
I promise to take good care of her until her last breathe.

Jonghyun ; Why? She should tell me directly not this way Uncle, Aunt. Let me meet her, will you? Please? I can’t carry on with my life like this.
I want to know whats the exact reason she want a break up. We have promise to be there for each other. *tears starts to fall*
Please! Please let me see her & discuss her..

Key ; Uncle, Aunt.. 2 years together, and she wants to end it that way because she is sick? I can’t let it happened. I’m going to stop her. I don’t care
I want to meet her. Let me talk to her, ok? This is urgent.. she can’t torture me this way.

Minho ; *controlling his emotion* Is that all she say to you? Aunt, Uncle.. I dont mean to be rude. But please, this is so unreasonable. She once said to me that
she can’t live without me, so do i. I can’t survive without her. Let me, let me meet her and if she still doesnt want to meet me. Then I’ll respect her decision and
will leave her alone. But,.. I’ll come and visit her everynight when she’s asleep.

Taemin ; *cries non-stop* Why is she doing this to me? Didnt she believe me that I love her with all my heart? Aunt, Uncle.. please! Talk to her on my behalf. Please,
I’m serious about this relationship. I can’t live without her.. help me will you. Please? I promise I will look after her.

(3) Eventhough you decided not to meet or even see your SHINee Boyfriend. He still dares to

enter your ward and visit you. Yet, you turn away because you can’t control your tears
when you see your SHINee Boyfriend. Then, he starts to talk to you.. 


Onew ; Do you know that you are the my love at first sight? Do you know thow difficult it is to
find a suitable partner like you? You understand me more than the others! How could you
just break with me without my concern? Don’t you love me anymore? Look at me when I’m talking
to you. I know you won’t dare to look at me, right? Because you holding back your tears and
that means you still love me with all your heart. Tell me yeobo that what you say to your parents
was a lie? *he hugs you from the back*

Jonghyun ; Jakiya, don’t you think that you’re toturing yourself too? You are toturing two person at a time.
Which is you & me. Don’t ever lie to me that you had stop loving me. You told me before that you
love me soo much and can’t bare to leave me. I know you too well, Jakiya! Jakiya.. let me hear you
calling out my name? Please, I really miss hearing you calling out my name.. just once.
*holding back his tears*

Key ; We promise to be there for each other, right? Why break the promise now? Don’t be so cruel, my heart is going to
explode when your parents told me that you want a break up! Don’t say that to me anymore, I cannot hear it. Its
so painful. I know you don’t mean to say that right?
*sits beside you until you say something*

Minho ; You really want to end this 2 years of relationship? You want to end it just like that? No valid reason? Fine, I’ll
respect your decision. I’ll give you some time to think about it. For now, rest well and take good care of yourself.
If you need me just ring me up, I promise I will be there for you. If you want me back, my arms are always open for you.
I still love you, Jakiya.

Taemin ; *cries* Yeobo, don’t tell me its true. Don’t tell me that our relationship will be over. 2 years? Seriously, I never been
in a relationship this long. Yeobo, why are you avoiding me? Why are you so cruel? Don’t avoid me, cause it hurts me.
Yeobo.. please say something to me. *cries again*

(4) A week later, You send a message to your SHINee boyfriend. 
In the message stated ; 
” Dearest Yeobo,

I’m sorry for not informing you about my illness. I don’t want this to affect your work/school. I don’t want you
to see me in this state. So ugly & very ill. Yeobo, I didnt mean for a break up. Maybe I was in a confused mind that time.
I’m really sorry.. I promise I won’t let this happen again. I love you with all my heart. Yeobo, Sarang Hae!
~Your Jakiya. “ 

Then your SHINee Boyfriend…

Onew ; *quickly rushes over to your ward*
I know that you are lying! I know you still love me with all your heart.
*hugs you tightly & never want to let you go*
Promise that you won’t say such things again, promise me? I love you more, Yeobo!!

Jonghyun ; Can you please glue back this broken heart? *giggles* I’m just kidding my Jakiya.
I know you won’t dare to leave me, rigt? Wait, can you please call my name again.
I miss hearing it.. please??

Key ; Don’t you dare break another promise, understood? And.. please don’t say that you are leaving me.
It hurts! I didnt have a goodnight sleep for the past one week. All thanks to you *giggles*

Minho ; *arms wide open for you* Did you miss me? I know you do, so do I. Like I said before, my arms are open for you and only you.
Let me shelter you, ohkay?

Taemin ; Yeobo! Don’t make me cry anymore, ok? I miss you soo much!! Do you? I know you do but you don’t want to let me know right?
*he pinches your cheek*


(5)You have been admitted to the Hospital for at least two weeks now. The Doctor finally discharge you from Hospital. Your parents were glad upon hearing it so do your SHINee Boyfriend. Your SHINee Boyfriend..

Onew ; Two weeks in the hospital? At last you are free like a bird! Yet, it doesnt mean you are fit to go out
alone. I don’t want that incident of you fainting happened again. Understand? Just call when you need
me and I’m sure I’ll be there.

Jonghyun ; Like finally you are discharge from the hospital!! I’ll make sure you stay at home and rest. I don’t want you
to go out all by yourself. If you need to go somewhere, make sure there’s someone accompanying you. Get it?
Promise?

Key ; That’s good to hear from the doctor. I’m sure to accompany you at home when I’m free. You need to rest more at home.
The environment outside is not good for your health. Put on more thick clothes if you need it and this is for you..
*gave you a pink jacket*

Minho ; *hugs you* My little princess is going home! Yay! I’m sure the doctor wants you to recover at home rather than in the
hospital! I’ll accompany you back home, ok? Then I’m going to stay for dinner.

Taemin ; I heard from the doctor that you can be discharged? Awesome!! From now on, after school I’ll rush over to visit you! I’ll
make sure that I get to see you everyday! I promise that my dear. Eventhough I’m busy with SHINee’s comeback, I’ll find some
sort of excuses to look after you at home.

(6) Manager Hyung had a talk with your SHINee boyfriend regarding you. Here’s the conversation.. Manager Hyung ; ” I want you to stop meeting your girlfriend or I shall meet her personally. You can’t continue this relationship. I won’t let her ruin your reputation as a SHINee member. All of us here needs you!”

Onew ; Before that, I would like to apologise to you Manager Hyung-sshi. I won’t let you meet her and warn her to stop meeting me. She is in
the critical stage and I won’t let this thing stop me from visiting her. I love my career and I love my girlfriend too. I know how to
balance love and career. I promise I won’t let you down Manager Hyung. For now, my girlfriend needs me more than anything else. I’m sorry.

Jonghyun ; Manager Hyung? How could you say that? You got not right to stop her! I know I’m important to SHINee but my girlfriend is important to me
too. Can you please understand me? Try placing yourself in my shoes and you will know how I feel Manager Hyung. Then you know how it feels
like to be apart from the on you love. Don’t worry, I can cope with both my career and relationship.

Key ; What? Breaking our relationship? You kidding me, Hyung? You got to have faith in me!! I’m sure I will not let you down. My girlfriend is seriously sick,
she needs to spend quality time with me and her parents. Please don’t be cruel towards us. I’m begging you so please! Give me the green light. *begs non-stop*

Minho ; Manager Hyung? Why are you like this? Shouldn’t you be the one who understand me the best? Where is your support for me? You can’t break this 2years
of relationship. Give me some time with her, Manager Hyung. She is very ill I can’t bare to leave her all alone at home while her parents is out working.
Please don’t stop or even disturb our relationship. Thank You.

Taemin ; I can’t believe this! Manager Hyung I can cope everything. You got to believe me! I never love a person like this before. Give me a chance, Hyung. I got to
give her strength to carry on with her life. I should give her moral support. Hyung-sshi, please treat me as an adult. I know what am I doing. Don’t worry about
me and just give me your blessing.

(7)That evening, your SHINee Boyfriend came over to visit you after his busy schedule. Later you told him that you found out about the conversation between your SHINee boyfriend and Manager Hyung. Below is your conversation with SHINee boyfriend..

“Yeobo, I heard about the little argument you had with Manager Hyung about our relationship. I think its the best that you concentrate on your Career & recording. I don’t want this matter to affect your image as a SHINee member. Yeobo, I think you and I should apologise to Manager Hyung about this. It’s rude that you actually raise your voice at him. He take good cares about you too.. Please Yeobo, you go ahead with your career and put me aside for a while.. I’ll be ok. Don’t worry”



Then your SHINee Boyfriend replies..

Onew ; I won’t let anything come in between us. I told Manager Hyung that I can cope with both our relationship & my career. What matters most is that everyday I can
see you.. and be there for you. Yeobo, I won’t put you a side even for a day. Cause I love you with all my heart Yeobo! *kisses you on your forehead* Don’t worry
about the things happening around us.. You just take good care of yourself, calm down and rest well.

Jonghyun ; You want me to put you aside? Don’t you know that I love you soo much!! And.. I don’t worry about Manager Hyung, I told him not bother our relationship. This is
my personal life, he should understand our situation, Jakiya. Come on, don’t talk about it anymore! You should be resting, my Jakiya! Sarang Hae Yo! *winks at you*

Key ; *sigh* You were informed about this matter? Ohmy! Don’t worry ok, I’ll be here with you always. I promise that I would visit you after my schedule. Eventhough
my schedule is packed, I will sure visit you eventhough I’m very tired. While I’m away, eat your medicine on time! Ohkay? Please, if there’s anything got to do
with my career, I want you to stay away from it. I don’t want you to be affected.

Minho ; *comes to you and hug* Come here! Don’t say a word. Stay out of this. Rest well, I don’t want you to be stressed because of this little arguments. Understand?

Taemin ; Oh! I wonder who inform you about this argument. Jakiya, Manager Hyung should just stay away from our relationship. For now, I’ll focus on my studies, career and also you.
I already inform him that I can cope with everything. So you should trust me too ok? I can take good care of you too.

(8)The following week, your SHINee boyfriend find some changes in you. Your face has turn pale but

your SHINee boyfriend didn’t dare to tell you about your changes.
Then you start a conversation with your SHINee boyfriend.. 





“Yeobo, what’s wrong? Come on, I can read your eyes & face expression. Don’t keep it to yourself, share it with me 
while I’m still alive.. “ 

Onew ; Don’t say such thing! You must be strong! You must wait for me & SHINee’s comeback! I don’t want you to miss it.
You must support me ok? I really need you by my side. Hold on a little longer Yeobo!! *runs to you and give a hug*
And… what matters the most to me is your heart and not the looks.

Jonghyun ; Never say that again! Never or I’ll get mad at you. Have faith in yourself! Please, I don’t need you to look pretty or put
on thick make up. Just be yourself, be natural. Ok? Jakiya, I’ll be the happiest man alive as long as I have you in my arms. Get it?
Jakiya, Sarang Hae Yo!! Always remember that in your mind.

Key ; You’re like an angel to me, I feel at ease whenever I look at you. You don’t need make up because you are naturally beautiful to me.
I’m serious and please don’t stress yourself because of this changes. You have to be positive ok? Lastly, I promise I won’t hide anything
from you & please don’t try to read my eyes.. you sound scary. *pinches your cheek*

Minho ; Can you stop saying that? Its hurting right here *points to his heart* Don’t bother about your looks, its fine with me. Natural beauty is the best. Ok?
We will fight this hardship together, promise? I shall be your army that protects you from harm!! Keep fighting, your Highness!
*he place your hand close to is heart*

Taemin ; Jakiya! Do you want to see me cry again? If you don’t want too, can you please stop saying it? You look gorgeous with or without make up. Lastly
it doesn’t matter to me at all, I just need your love, care & concern. That’s all, Jakiya. Afterall, nobody is perfect.*winks at you*

(9)You had one last wish. You wanted to have a barbeque pit along the beach and a one night sleepover with your parents,
your SHINee boyfriend and the rest of SHINee members. 

At the beach, Everyone were in a very good mood that night including you.. 
At the beach, after having alot of fun,

Everyone when to sleep after having a good time eating, chatting, playing games & many more.
After your parents & the rest of SHINee members goes to sleep..
You and your SHINee boyfriend decided to walk along the beach as you are not that sleepy.  
While walking aling the beach, hand in hand with your SHINee boyfriend, you complained that you’re tired from
walking… 


Your SHINee Boyfriend… 

Onew ; Awww. Tired? You weren’t like this before. Hmmm.. ok, before that give me a kiss on my cheek? I know you want a piggy back ride, am I right?
Hold me tightly ok?
(You held Onew very tightly and didn’t even complain and he just continue walking)

Jonghyun ; Come here my Jakiya! Let me carry you! Come on don’t be shy! Afterall we are couples! Imagine for two years, this is the very first time
I am carrying you in my arms. *giggles*
(He carried you with all his strength)

Key ; Let’s take a break, ok? See those rocks over there *points to the direction where there’s rocks near the beach* let’s sit there and enjoy the morning breeze.
(he still hold your hand while walking towards the rocks)

Minho ; Let me carry you on my back, ok? (carries you on his back) Yeobo ah, if you want to sleep. Go ahead ok? I’m fine with it or you want me to sing a song for you??
(while walking along the beach, he sings your favourite song till you fell asleep)

Taemin ; I’ll carry you on my back!! Come.. *drags you* Believe in me, ok? I can carry you eventhough I look skinny to you, yeobo! Have confidence in me!!
Come on & hop on my back! See I tell you, I can carry you. Are you proud of me? I’m useful right??


(10)Next day..

Its 9am, everyone were busy packing up and were getting ready to go home. Your SHINee boyfriend find out that you are still sleeping in your tent. Then
he decided to wake you up and ask permission from your parents to enter your tent… 

When he entered the tent, your SHINee boyfriend jaw dropped as soon as he sees your nose bleeds and your face turn really pale!! He starts to panic!!!! 

Onew ; *tries to wake you up* Yeobo? Come on, don’t play around. Yeobo, wake up. Everyone is getting ready to go home! YEOBO!!!! *he screams*
Don’t do this to me twice! Please wake up!! Wake up… wake up… oh please, don’t do this to me…. *he breaks down*

Jonghyun ; Jakiya? Don’t fake it. I know you are trying to scare me, right? You were fine this morning. Not again Jakiya, wake up. Jakiya wake up!!
Jakiya, Jonghyun is here and please wake up from your dream.. Jakiya, jakiya, jakiya… *he keeps calling your name*

Key ; *he checks your pulse* Ohmy! Your pulse is very weak! Hold on there, ok? I know you can hear me. Don’t leave me this way!! Yeobo!! Please please..
Hold on while I bring you to the hospital. Hold on!!

Minho ; *he places your hand against his chest* Don’t leave me like this! Open your eyes! Come on, keep fighting!! Please do this on my behalf! Hold my and
never let it go… You got to fight for your life! Come on!

Taemin ; *he cries next to you* Yeobo! You promise me this morning that you wouldn’t make me cry again, right? Then why are you doing this to me! Wake up!
Please! Be strong! I know you can do this, hold on to me, ohkay?



(11)At the hospital…..

Your family, your SHINee boyfriend and the rest of SHINee member were at the hospital. Your parents together with your boyfriend didn’t stop praying for you.
The rest of the SHINee members were there to give emotional support for your parents & your SHINee boyfriend.. 

15minutes later…


Doctor Park your personal doctor with a sad look approached your parents & your SHINee boyfriend… 
He then began talking.. 
“I’m sorry to say that, I’ve tried my very best to safe your daughter life but…*he paused* I’m really sorry, she passed away while we keep her under obversation in the ICU room. I’m sorry
for your lost. You can take her body home and I need the father to sign certain documents before you take your daughter’s body” 




Your SHINee boyfriend…. 

Onew ; What? What did the Doctor Park said? Can.. can.. you.. repeat it? Huh? Did my yeobo just…. passed away?? Did she… just leave me??? YEOBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * he screams loudly*
Yeobo ah!! Why did you leave me all alone??? Why didn’t you take me along with you…. yeobo, yeobo yeobo I don’t have the strength to leave anymore… *he cries non-stop*
Yeobo…….

Jonghyun ; *he feels like fainting but the other SHINee member support his body* Jakiya,.. you take half of my heart with you and now I don’t have the strength to carry on my life… jakiya, jakiya..
come back to me, jakiya… jakiya, why do you have this sickness? oh jakiya.. *he tries to control his tears but at last.. he cries*

Key ; How? How am i suppose to carry on without you in my life? How could you be so cruel to me? Huh? Someone please explain to me? Please……. God you can’t take my love away from me.
Return her to me now… right now. Oh, i need her badly. Please…… give my love back to me. Don’t separate us. Not now Not now….. *he breaks down & cry*

Minho ; *he force himself not to cry* Uncle, auntie.. thank you for bringing up your daughter. Thank you for letting me take good care of your precious daughter. My last wish is.. can I,.. can I be your
adopted son? I want to fill up your loneliness, aunt, uncle. Your daughter have change me to become a better man. She change me. Now she’s gone, I don’t know how to carry on with my life.
(He then whisper in his heart ; “Jakiya, thank you soo much for all the moments we shared together and I shall never forget each moment of it with you”)

Taemin ; (As soon as he heard Doctor Park announces the death of his girlfriend.. he cried continuosly..)
Yeobo… yeobo, yeobo yeobo…… you leave me. How could you? You leave me without my concern. Yeobo,… eventhough you’re gone, my love for you will stay and nobody will change my love
towards you. I’ll let you rest here in my heart.. Yeobo, i love you to the extreme… Now, its your turn to shelter me from above.


(12)One month later ,…

Your SHINee Boyfriend came to your house and he went to your room… cause he miss you soo much.
Later, he saw a pink envelope on your study table.. he open it up and read.. 

Your wrote this before your passed away… 




“Yeobo!! 
How are you? I hope you are doing well. How’s SHINee? I’ll pray that SHINee will be successful!! Fighting!! Don’t worry. Eventhough I’m not there with you, always remember that I’m still with you. 
Call me if you need me, I’ll be there right by your side. Express everything in your heart and let it go, I will be able to listen to you. Yeobo, if you miss me, close your eyes and call out my name! Or you can 
walk along the beach.. and when you look up at the sky. Find the brightest stars high up above, thats me. Yeobo, I know you are worried about me. Don’t worry, ok? I’m surrounded by good people up here. You just take good care of yourself ok? Keep Fighting! Lastly, please find a girl that cares about you, loves you deeply, concern about your health.. find someone which is better than me. BUT, please.. don’t forget about me. Promise? 
Remember, I always love you, forever & always, yeobo….. 
With much love,
Your Beloved Girlfriend” 
Then, your SHINee boyfriend..

Onew ; *whisper to himself* Yeobo Yeobo Yeobo! Do you know how hard it is to carry on my life without you? It isn’t easy to replace someone special like you. How could I replace my love
at first sight? Its not easy, yeobo. Now.. I’m focussing on SHINee’s comeback. Don’t worry, I can do it with the help of my members. Promise me that you will always be here next to me
whenever I need you? ok..

Jonghyun ; How could you be so cruel? I don’t know when or how to replace you here in my heart. My silly girlfriend. I still love you, forever & always.
Jakiya ah! I’m doing well with SHINee! They miss you too. Yeah,.. *he paused* I miss you soo much. I miss those times. The times that we had together. I can’t and won’t erase it.
It’s still here, in my heart.. Jakiya I know you are listening to me. Shelter me will you? Thank you.

Key ; *close his eyes* Yeobo ah,.. are you there? I can feel you right next to me. Don’t go yet cause I need you to listen to my problems. Yeobo, I’m glad to know that you are fine up there.
I don’t need to worry about you anymore. Now its your turn to care about me! *giggles* Yeobo, take good care of me ok? Make me success in whatever I do and so do SHINee! Lastly, when I baked
your favourite cupcakes, memories of you start to fill my mind.. I miss those times we baked cupcakes together. I.. I… I…. Missss.. You.

Minho ; How have you been, your Highness? I’ve move on but,.. it still takes time for me to adjust to this lonely environment without you here with me. As usually, I’ll keep fighting! Your letter makes me going!
Thank you for sharing your moments with me. I appreciate it, my dear. Be here with me when I need you, ok? I love you till death.

Taemin ; Yeobo, I’m doing well with both my career and school. Thanks to you for taking good care of me from above. Continue sheltering me ok? I still need you here with me. Eventhough I can’t see you, I know
you are next to me. I appreciate every moment we had when you’re alive. It still fresh here in my heart and mind. I won’t dare to open my heart to other girls. You are the only one that I love.. yes, there’s only
you in my heart.. You take away the key to my heart. *gives a flying kiss* Yeobo, sarang hae yo!